I wish

I wish I had the courage to tell you how I feel.
I wish I knew how to help my broken heart heal.
I wish you would look at me and see what's in my eyes.
I wish that you could see what my heart can't deny.
I wish you would figure out the words that I'm trying to say.
I wish you could see how it's killing me every day.
I wish you could see what your being with her is doing to me.
I wish that you would see that you and I are meant to be.
But the one thing I wish above all,
is that I didn't like you, I didn't fall.
Because then I wouldn't be feeling this way,
I wouldn't be in pain every minute of every day.
I wish my heart wasn't broken in two.
I wish I wasn't always longing for you.
I wish that I could just move on and forget how I feel,
I wish that I would find a love that's honest, true, and real.
I wish that I could get you out of my heart,
I wish I didn't feel like I'm falling apart.
I wish that I was able to get over how I feel,
I wish I was able to keep it all in and just deal.
I wish I didn't believe that the love I feel is true,
but mostly, I wish I knew how to get over you.