Dilemma

Surviving is my dilemma
crossing death's valley
I'm going insane

can you hear my thoughts?
can you feel me?
hear me?

i turn my radio up
so i can feel the vibrations in the floor
and SCREAM
break things
cry and cry
until i cant anymore

but my mind slips away
farther and farther
into the darkness
sickness leaks out
the game keeps going

all i hear is the bass
beating in my ears
the voices talk to me
my eyes burn
my heart breaks

shadows haunt me
anger fills me
and i find myself lost
ALONE

i wake up in the morning
cuts and slashes cover my wrists
cuts upon scars
I'm bleeding inside and out

I'm in a white room
the walls are covered in blood
i now wear blue scrubs
i now live in an

ASYLUM