You asked.

You ask me if i love you?
please define love.
because it might mean something.
more to me than you.
you ask me if i care?
which i do.
but the real question.
do you care for me like i care for you?
you ask if i care if you cheat?
well think about it.
would you care if i cheat?
you probably would if i did.
you ask me if i miss you?
of course i do.
to you see you.
kiss you.
you ask how long it will last?
i don't know.
but i hope forever.
because i want to say "i do".
you ask me to marry you?
which i don't know now.
it's been so long.
so hard.
you ask so many questions?
do you not trust me?
see me.
or at least feel me.
i love you in my own way.
with my heart.
with my soul.
but you hit it with darts.
like it was a game.
well it's not.
do you think it's a game now?
that I'm gone.
i loved you so much.
i just couldn't deal.
it makes me sick inside.
it makes me ill.