Hormonal lies

I long for your touch
And I ache for you kiss,
But I cannot have you
So instead I'll have this:

A new bit of flesh
Judgemental, unfair,
But he doesn't really know me
So what do I care?

I know it means nothing,
I never wished it too,
Because deep down inside I'm pretending
That I'm kissing you

So to shock you and shun you
And leave you no hope
Because you're other attentions
I just couldn't cope

And I sit here and kiss him
With no chains or ties
So simple, so easy,
These hormonal lies.