My complications

My complications are over
you tell me all the time
that my life will get easier as time flys by
but in my mind i no
that its just a fantasy that just isn't going to appear
for all my heart sake moments of me just lying here

i lay on my bed just thinking how could you be true
how could you feel whats going on with me when you never new the real truth
my life confessions hold me by the through
they keep me in line to fight for what i never knew
but as soon as you say you love me it all brakes through

you talk to me on the phone for hours after a time about all my problems that never make my life fine
you tell me thats its over its done with I'm trough
i cry on the floor wondering what did i ever do to you?

you told me that everything was going to be alright
but now i really no that you were never mine
all those talks bugged you
you never told me the truth you lied to my face
but i guess i lied to him too

now i wonder how it could have been different
what i could of said
that could of made you stay with me
with out my wondering head
i never thought about you always about me
i thought the only problems that were going on were just all about me
how stupid of me to think that i never asked about him
and now its too late to find out what we could have been...