Remember

Remember those days you left me to get high? But now you wanna call me an say sry for the things you did.
I'm not that quiet girl you use to know .
So i really don't care what you say.
You hurt me but that was yesterday an you still
high sniffing an getting higher.
Each day you wake up crying on how freaked up
you lyfe turned out to be with out me.
I had help you were sick from the drugs.
Few years later you where on the verge of killing yourself
because your life is so depressing.
1 Year later you found out that u were HIV positive.
Your name came up on the caller id an when they said u had been
diagnosed with HIV.
I wanted to cry knowing one day you were going to die
Now when you need me the most i wanna turn away.
But I came to far to leave you , not
knowing if you'll still live today.
Now seeing you today seems like your already dead.
Seeing you blood made me wanna scream .
I woke up an noticed it was all a dream.
I heart you _________ and let the world know.
Cuz my love is eternal an i will let our love show.
Even though you dieing i pray for each night that each
night u will but up a fight.
I went to the hospital and told u not to die.
Surprisingly you were still Alvie the next day an i realize
that I told not to die when you where in pain.
So when I told you to let go i will always love you
and and i will always care.
The next day you were dead .
Even though your dead you souls is still alive so always
Remember

Dedicated to a mii former friend amanda