Daddy Why

Coming home from school, shaking waiting untill daddy comes home.
Daddy don't touch me
Daddy don't hit me
Daddy please NO STOP!!
All i hear is his footsteps coming from the haal, i hear the front door slam. All i can feel is my heart beating faster and faster. Eating dinner, getting ready for bed, lights out. Daddy coming into my room and pulls the covers and tells me to get up. i tell him i'm tired so he grabs me and pulls me out of bed, i scream he yells "Girl Don't Make Me Beat You, I Said Get Up Now!" He pushes me over my bed, to bend me over, he pulls my jamies down. My body shivers in fear. I cry and dry stop! stop! Daddy yells shut up!!! I'm quiet. I'm in pain, i wanna die. Daddy yells SHIT, he just pulls my jamies back up and pushes me in the bed. I cry more and more. I ask myself "why me" I turn to my side and wish i would die. I get up in the morning and look at myself in the mirror... why daddy... why... is all i say. Coming home from school everyday is a nightmare i relive every night. Today i felt so light headed. i was throwing up...I went and got a pregnancy test at the corner store. positive...positive..positive... Daddy disappears i'm left alone.
What am i gonna do....
I scream.The doctor says i see it\'s head, your doing good honey. I scream my head off.... Daddy Why, is what i think.... It\'s a girl.... i breathe. I'm 14 years old and i just had a baby from my own damn Daddy