It'll be *

*i can't seem to get my words out right, it seems I've sat here almost all night, and now i finally have had to decide... decide it's not our time to die.*

i sit confused,
as lost as an atheist in a pew.
i sit here lost,
as confused as you.
i try to stand up,
but without you even that i can not do.
i wonder if that look in your eyes has really changed,
or if it's that touch i just need to bring back.
i ponder for a while if your hands really have changed or if it's just been too long.
i recollect that song we sang,
now i see the meaning has changed.
far away is really how it's been,
bring it back,
i want to feel it again.
can you tell me, deny the truth.
what is your answer,
what will you do?
once again who will you choose.
i have so many people i could choose,
but in the end my heart comes back to you.
although with them here,
once again they may interfere.
so this why i say,
today is not our day to die,
but neither is tomorrow the day to try.
take a chance on her if you want,
cause i promise it's just a booty call that he'll want.
no feelings attached,
just imagine that.
you I'll trust,
on our love I'll never give up.
so I'll become some one there just for fun,
until you decide our game is done.