STaRTinG toDay

How can i forget about you
when you are the one that changed my life
you ended up making me suffer
but that somehow made me tougher

your still here in my heart
and I'll never let u go
but it seems like this fairytale
has ended a long time ago

without even noticing
without taking it into consideration
i was telling you what was in my heart
i was telling you the top secret information

i promised myself i wouldn't care
that for you i wouldn't fall
but its almost 3 in the morning
and I'm still up waiting for you to call

all this pain is
killing me inside
but it seems like all of the
passion between us has died

in the end I'll always love you
and i know that you will do the same
that in this stupid game of yours
I'll always get stuck with the blame

is that what i get for giving you my life?
is this how i should be treated?
but i know that in your past
all of this was repeated

i don't want to be like "them"
all of the other ones that u push away
i know that in your heart I'll remain
and thats starting today

*this is another one by me...of course...dedicated to my baby...well ex..but u get the point*