My Bed

I miss watching you sleep at night
feeling you breathing by my neck
there is no where I rather be
now my bed is oh so alone

its not the same since you been gone
if you could only come home
what I want is right here in this room
what you need is here with me

Just don't let our past fade away
please come and work this out
how could you let these years go to waste
all over some fatal mistake

It wont matter how many times I say sorry
you will just say all men are the same
but I know that is a lie
because what I have done for you

Leaving me so alone
with no one to give a hug
or anyone to have dinner with
giving me no reason to live

I'm lost with out my other half
with out you I'm not whole
but with you I'm wounded
either way I still need you

sleeping alone gives me the chills
I miss the way we cuddled
the way you made me so warm
but I will have to make do

You will always be with me
in every thought
in every moment
everything I do it will remind me of you

If we cant work this out
it wont be ok
but I will still live on
knowing someday life will get better

I wont bother to cry
knowing that it will just hurt
you already know how I feel
so I wont bother to say

Tell me that you still love me
I know your not sure if I love you
but that is something we can work out
all it takes is time

You only live once
so make the best out of life
stay with me
and have something true

Have something to hold on to
just to be able to say that it's yours
don't leave me so hurt
because thats to much to bare

If you must I'll let you go
not as much as I want to
but I rather have you happy
but it will leave me sad

I wont bother to mourn
but yet only ask god
just to bring to you back to me
I'm sure god will understand

So I once again can be complete
so I have nothing to fear
knowing you are with me
and at the end all I can say is thank you