One year

Lonely, lost, angry, sad?
I don't even know anymore.
I loved you; I know that, I'm sure of that.
Oh but the pain won't go away now,
How I suffered, how I cried,
All those long, lonely nights
All those months, how I prayed, how I begged
I cursed the day I saw you the day I kissed you
The day I felled in love with you
I couldn't stand the memories,
I didn't wanted to see a mirror,
It reminded me on how you looked at me
How you said I was beautiful.
I couldn't stand the music,
It reminded me on your sweet voice,
On our dances, on everything.
Will I survive?
Will I survive the day after tomorrow?
One year since it all happened.
One lonely, sad, miserable year.