Without My Angel

My angel never seem to be around,
forever lost, never found,
my angel is supposed to help me when I am in need,
but my angel never helps, never does any good deeds,

When I feel lost, my angel is never there,
I feel all alone and nobody cares.
covered by darkness, never seeing light,
my angel leaves me no such delight,

When I get pushed around by the people who hate me,
my angel laughs at what it sees,
with all the problems that life seems to give,
I'm surprised that I still seem to live,

Life gives me problems that my angel should help fix,
instead, my angel helps with problems that it picks,
all my life I felt like my angel was watching me,
but my angel was never there, never hearing my plea,

My angel seems to never care about my life,
never helping me with all of my strifes,
my angel will never be able to help me anymore,
because my life is hurt....forever more,