This is what i want...

I hold you close
and i realize you love me
but I'm not sure if i love you

we fall asleep together
and i hear you breathe
you make me feel safe

you make me happy
and i love you to bits
but am i in love with you?

i take your hand
and hold you close
i whisper in your ear

I'm always here for you
no matter what happens
I'll always be yours

i love spending time with you
you make me feel whole
but i don't know what i want anymore

things are going right and now
i believe i finally love you
but you don't love me anymore

you avoid spending time with me
when it's all i want to do
i don't know what i want anymore

i could do better but i don't want
to do better than you
cause all i want is you

i take some pills and knock them back
I lay myself to rest
Cause...this is what i want...