The letter i'll never send

I look at the freshly laid snow
tears stream down my face
i think about everything you'll never know
and how to everything and everyone I'm just a big disgrace

i wish this pain would stop
I'm bleeding all over again
as i look at my life and drop
and wait for my shattered heart to mend

if i slit my wrists tonight
would you cry?
would you cry late at night
look to the skies asking god why

if you found out about all the drugs
look back at all the time
wish you gave me more hugs
and wounder why i never whined?

what did i mean to you?
would you just brush my death off?
did you ever really love me too?
or to you was i just a bad cough?

would you miss me?
did you look deep into my eyes
maybe thats why you couldn't see
all the pain i kept inside...

i wish this pain would stop
I'm bleeding all over again
I'm writing this to you
the letter I'll never send...

comment please I really like this one!!!