A Love Lost

You remember the first time you ever saw him,
How he turned to you and smiled,
and your heart melted:
You knew that moment you were in love,
And you wanted to spend forever with him.

*****

You see him pass now and again,
And he still smiles at you.
You don't deserve his friendship, You broke his heart, you killed him.
But you look after him walking away,
Thinking "Why did I do it?"
But it's too late now, even God can't change the past.

*****

You remember when it happened,
when you stole his heart and ripped it to shreds.
It kills you to think about this:
But maybe, just maybe...
If you hurt yourself enough,
He'll realize that you're hurting too.

*****

You're sitting alone, thinking...
You see him walk into the room,
Your eyes meet for the first time,
You walk towards him, your heart fills with love and sorrow, for this can't be real...
And sure enough, he fades away,
And you realize you're all alone,
Again...