Tears are streaming down my pale face
Yet no one wipes them away
Im hurt and i don\'t know what to do
Im scared and i don\'t know who to see
There all there for me and i know it for sure
Maybe because it\'s just about him again
And i don\'t want to bother them no more
I don\'t want to tell them that i cry myself to sleep
That i tried to drown myself
I wanted to carve a heart into my arm
Just so i could still feel i have a heart beat
Why don\'t no one look me in the eyes and ask me are you okay
And when i say yes im fine
Why don\'t they ask are you sure and give me a hug
Yet only on the computer they will
Why don\'t they ask me about him
Don\'t they want to hurt me something
By bringing no one i care about up
I cry myself to sleep
Hoping in the morning i won\'t be here
Why when im taking pills
Why don\'t no one knock on my door before i close my eyes forever
Why don\'t he look me in the eyes and say im sorry
I don\'t get this no more.
Im all alone in this world
Even though my mates are there
I feel so alone so empty
I hate waking up into this nightmare
Pretending to be who im not
Im laughing at you all really
How what i really think is hidden
Behind this wall
This walls full of hate
Just wish it would explode
Then i can be alone
Alone with no mates
No mates then i can die
Then i can die...
