So Tired

by Joey P   Jan 7, 2006


*** This Might Be My Last Poem***

I wake up every morning wondering what God has in store,
I pray to him saying, Take me, cause I don't what to life any more.

I'm watching my like go down the drain,
I have so much pain, it's so hard to explain.

No one see what I feel and how it's taking over me,
This is some of the pain I have and the life of being me.

I wish I can change my life for the better,
But instead I write this poem as my last painful letter.

I'm going to miss all my friends and family I'm leaving behind,
Killing myself is whats best for me and this is what I decide.

I want to get away from all the pain and suffering I lived with all these years,
I'm tired of waking up to cuts,marks,and hurtful tears.

Living life isn't what I thought it would be,
So I ask God to take me and hope he answers my final plea.

I'm so tired and now you don't have to wonder why,On why this is my last poem and why this is my final goodbye.

*** I'm sorry if any of my family or friends have come across this, I just want to say that I love you's very much and don't cry because now I'm happy and that I have to suffer anymore.***

God Bless
I'm always goning to be here, watching over you guys.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Torn

    :'( like they all said^^ it was a very expressive and depressing poem. Every word i felt it..in blood in sweat and in tears. please dont stop writing, although i may never have showed you enough appreciation, you were one of the first poets i fell in love with and i have loved ur writing ever since.
    But if u stop writing, at least please don't give up on life..one day there'll be a reason to live and until then, we all learn.
    Much love
    >torn -x.x.x-

  • 18 years ago

    by Tristan

    I honestly thought that i knew you. I used to read your poems all the time. you gave me advice for mine...you always told me not to write depressing poems because they made those around me hurt. What actually happened? Take it from a girl, not only am I a teenager-both of my parents have been married 3 times. Life is hard...you have to keep smiling. It's not supposed to be easy...you have to keep trying. Hang your head and let yourself cry. Just please-whatever you do-don't say goodbye.
    ^from one of my poems...my bestfriend is burried^

    STILL Much Love And Appreciation
    Tristan

  • 18 years ago

    by Pilar

    I could feel the emotion while reading. i wish the best of the best for you, cuz even tho i don't know u throughout ur poems i can see that ur a great person with a loving heart that's living not the best times right now but i'm sure they will come. i hope this is not the last poem i read from u, and if it is, i wanna say i really enjoyed reading ur poems :)

    pili.

  • 18 years ago

    by Failed Attempt

    This poem is filled with ur feeling and emotions.the words used to describe to they your feeling so trapped in this world full of your pain.i hope you made the right decsion and this won't be the last poem i read...from kate.

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