I\'ll give up my life for just another five minutes in you\'re arms
And as she grabs for another bottle just to drink away the pain
But not even being out of it can get him off her mind
She\'ll drink a little at first, and he fades away for a second
Then a bit more and he\'s still on her mind as strong as ever
And she hates her face and how she feels today
She wakes up at 5am with him on her mind again
why won\'t he stop getting in her dreams,
why did he have to hurt her so bad
she knew she should of never fallen in love again
Everyday she feels more like a bit of paper being ripped to shreds
So it\'s 5am again and she\'s awake on her bed
She\'s not sure just what to do
She cries and asks herself to get him off her mind
She screams just no one is able to hear
Running into the kitchen stumbling over toys as she goes.
Grabbing everything with alcohol in it
Grabbing as many pills she can hold
Strolls back into her bedroom with tears in her eyes
Write a message on her phone it\'s too him
She swallows the alcohol and hits the send button
Takes 50 pills and hears her phone go off
But she\'s too late, she\'s slumped on the floor
Hardly breathing, hardly moving, hardly seeing,
Her door is being kicked down, she can hear it
She\'s gone now to a better place,
and he\'s screaming why next to her and whisperers in her ear
you were my everything I\'m sorry i let you down, i missed you
so much, I\'m sorry i was too late to hold you that last time before
you ;lay down you\'re head the last time.... i love you
