Thoughts of me dying to see what you would do,
I dont think you would care or cry coming from you...
Always pushed me away when all I wanted to do was help,
But you never needed me just like you care about no one else...
Its kind of messed up how the people that really care are taken for granted,
All this time of having your back never really mattered...
I never loved you less and I always been there for you,
Instead you tell your friends and look where they got you...
You say you dont give a crap but I still do,
About your dreams, hopes, and your life but im a fool...
I always been the idiot stuck on you since forever,
But you could care less and leave me stuck in this cold a** weather...
Never wanted to tell you what to do and I always took your side,
Always believed you first but still inside I die...
Being nice to you never got me anywhere and you still ask why I keep loving you,
S**t I can write a book on why I should stop but I wont cuz youre my heart...
Maybe one day when im gone you will see how important I was in your life,
But you wont notice that until the day I leave this world and die...
Though ill still take care of you from the heavens above,
To make sure your happy and still not giving a f**k...
