Drama

I have stopped the pain
Not cutting that's quite insane
The pain may stop
But the tears still drop

His tall muscled body, such a site to see when bare
His nice silky brown hair
I had never cared about boys
They were all stupid joys

Girls crying and weeping
Boys happily dreaming
Such Drama was in the air
Constantly hearing the affairs

Until the day it happened to me
I swear I didn't expect to cry & plea
What an ignorant jerk
My heart still hurts

The fear was replaced by pain
The pain was freed tears of being insane

I look back and see my stupidity
To see my mistakes of never being free
His soft warm hands
Though large like a mans

Being so young & seeing so much Drama
I wish of no more
I ignore the urge to explore

To find someone who does care
But the Drama too much for me to share