To Be Alone

The darkness looms
When my heart swoons
I'm destined to be alone
Forever & never to know
Never to understand the truths of love
Never to feel finger light touches like a dove

My heart pounds & I awake
Only to see it was a dreaming fake
Never to love is a haunting dream
More than once I always shall scream
I only know the 'joys' of heartbreak
Tears & fears always in my wake
Loving one guy was the end of my life
Fore loving one was my mistake, the end of my strife

Fears o rejection doubted in my heart
A cold hearted man from the start
He seemed to be kind & gentle
All a fake hiding within; I swear I may go mental

Who knew heartbreak could kill you
A few who knew are like me too
How the darkness captures my soul
Causing my heart to become an endless whole

A destiny lived... To Be Alone