Evening Mixture

Night seems eternal
stars glimmer outside
moon in endless sky
while here I am
in my sanctuary.

In bed
within four walled prison
I try to sleep
but life keeps me awake.

If I had a penny
I would flip it into the fountain of life
and make a wish...
...of how I wish you where here...

I hug closely
but only to myself
alone
according to my eyes.

I saw you standing
reaching your hand to words me
while I grabbed it
feeling warmth to my skin.

You brought me
to the endless sky
and grabbed me with your arms
flight by angel’s wings.

I could feel tension
and happiness
something that was hard to show.

We went up higher
to the end of the clouds
and we stopped to see
the view of my town.

Fear
it overcame me
blood turning cold
but you gazed at me
I realized
that you will protect me.

I remember when the
cool, hushed wind
blew in our faces
when you asked for a dance.

Refusal spread
through my thoughts
but life guided my steps.

My hands on his back
swaying
back and forth
as if time
was binding us slowly.

Eyes leveled
love rushing through veins
just needed a brush of heaven
on my lips.

I go forward
but reality opens my eyes
and you were gone...

In sadness
you were only a mixture
of the moonlight and stars.

If only I could turn back
to the past
would have said
my love to you.

But until then I wait
for the night’s trance
to disappear
diminish
to see you again...