Suicidal Temptation

Suicidal temptation once again strong,

I'm in this world now but maybe not for long.

This pain is too much, I can't take it anymore,

I want the blood to run as I fall to the floor.

I'll swallow that poison, one pill after another,

With the silk pillow my screams I will smother.

No one will know why I took my life,

I guess I'm just under the spell of the knife.

Black hatred pours from my shattered soul,

My mind and actions she has stole.

She's controlling me yet I want her to stay,

With her help I'll slowly waste away.