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by Dee Jan 7, 2006 category : Life, society / faith, religion
Searching for the words that I am longing for So I can write a poem I just read all of my postings And seeing how I have been alone But not really am I lonely I do not think I will fall apart I look back on my writing And realize I am living a brand new start My days and my emotions Ever change just like the tides Sometimes happiness is flowing Other times sadness fills my insides But life has gotten better No longer do I dwell I will not let my circumstance Make me feel like a living hell I give some credit to Marissa Whose spirits lift me up She always says something positive When life gets a little rough Sometimes when I look back At the poems I have written It appears sadness had taken over A life that once never lacked ambition But somehow I am above it I feel like I have moved ahead Of getting all upset About the loneliness in my head My life is not so lonely Even though I do not feel a love That is everlasting and powerful Or sent from heaven up above My life feels a bit content I have a small sense of delight Knowing I am here for a reason Surviving each and every nightI kiss my little girl And give her lots of hugs Knowing she is the reason That we act like we are in love She makes it seem worthwhile Even though he and I are so distant I believe God has a plan for me Even though today I feel resistance The plan does not include Our little family I know there are bigger dreams More faith and reality Somehow I sense a future That is in the hands of a higher power No longer will I be afraid Of love or the final hour I am picking up the pieces Of a life that was heading down a lonely road And giving way to happiness And for hope of what the future holds