Im about to die

I Cut,
I Scream,
I Cry,
I Bleed,
I Drop,
I Cry,
I'm About To Die
I cut myself to sleep get over it, it's how i get by,
I scream at myself, because no one else is there,
I cry myself to sleep, it's the only time to really think,
I bleed when i cut, And thats what proves I'm truly alive
I drop when i know i can't breathe no more from tears and loss of blood
I cry again not for myself but for love, it's all i had,
My heart beats a broken lullaby
One last beat for you
One last breath to see if anyones there
But no. no ones there, and once again I'm alone
With just the sound of a broken lullaby
Just the sound of a broken heart
Just the sound of broken beats
I'm about to die