Soft and sweet

These beads emerge so soft and sweet
Gently trickle down, glisten, gloop,
congeal, clot. Please dont stop
keep running deep. These wounds save me.
I need this pain out.
Theres too much within me.
Vomiting poison but the stench infected too deep.
My infected veins now must weep.
Although my eyes drip agony, tears are too thin.
They cant conceal the agony within.
I sever my flesh with appreciation, savage
Compulsion to relieve, release
Unleash this venom that contaminates me.
Cut me. Make me, let me bleed.
K ill me, kill me, please, please, die please.