Lonely

Did you know what you did to me?
You wounded me deeply...
I actually gave into to you and played along...
But it seems I'm still young and naive...
I still don't understand why you would do such a thing...
Leaving me hanging when i told you i hate being left like that...
Yet you still do it to me....
I'd think back on it every night, shed a few tears, and close my eyes...
All those nightmares rushing through my head...
Oh how I'm scared wishing you were there to hold me like you would...
Telling me not to be scared because you are here and will never let go...
Yet, it's still nothing but a dream, a dream that is impossible to make a reality...
They say nothing is impossible, but it seems, what i want is always impossible...