Where am I standing right now?
And how long am I to be here?
Why is these mindless people
making my choices?
They're making my head go crazy!
I'm hoping if maybe somehow,
There can be a miracle,
And it can turn the way it was before.
Before is right now, but later is when?
And where is this happening? and why?
Why must they give me more reasons to cry?
How long must I suffer till i'm given,
A moment of peace, and a moment of happiness?
Why must I cry of sadness, loss, and emptiness?
Why can't I cry out loud for JOY?
But I know that I can never cry for joy,
When I am to leave everything I had behind.
Every memory, every friend, every place,
To move to a place where no one remembers my face,
Where nobody accepts and everybody forgets.
Where there's more mindless people in my way,
Like the mindless fools who are making my choices now,
Shutting out the words I want to say,
That I have no choice but to move back with them.
And live the rest of my life there in the foreign land,
Far far away from the beautiful waves and sand
I once lived by... and fly to another country,
Where I shall cry of endless 'whys'...
