Remembering You

Theres something in my memory,
wont let me leave you behind.
I search my soul within my heart,
but its always you I find.
I try to move on from that time,
but I cant seem to forget.
Are all the descisions that I made,
becoming all the ones I regret.
Many tears and often thoughts,
coming back as I think of you.
We tried our best to make it work,
we did all that we could do.
But yet I find I think of you,
more often everyday.
I try my best to just forget,
but these thoughts wont go away.
I dont know where to go from here,
I get the feeling of being lost.
I cant seem to find direction,
never knew what this would cost.
I know that we just cant go back,
we have seperate lives I know.
But I never could have imagined,
it would be this hard to let you go.