Wrong frame of mind

I'm not in the right frame of mind
to write how I feel
Which is why I keep spewing
out this heartbroke spiel

I feel no guilt for the act
with it I am fine
But i find that i feel bad
for whats on my mind

I feel bad for her confusion
and for all her pain
But can I find a solution?
D**n my worthless brain

I feel guilt for my lack thereof
how idiotic is that
But mostly its for upsetting her
God, I am a prat