Sarah,my heart is broken.I think that he thought he could learn to love me because I was there for him when they ended,but didn't really.And maybe I just someone to be with until they sorted out their problems.I don't know,and I don't know what to think either.I just want my best guy friend back.I think "we" were the biggest mistake ever made.I ruined a perfectly good friendship for something I thought was better and would last forever.I don't know anymore.He claims he loves me,and he promised he won't ever leave me,but he doesn't realize he has by just walking right by me day after day.If you love someone you wouldn't do that would you?God,now I wonder,what is love?How do you know if it's love?Will I ever be loved the way I want to?Will I ever find someone more perfect than I thought he was?I'm sorry,we'll talk tomorrow,this poem just got me started,again.I love you and i'll see you tomorrow sis.