Why am I hurting so much if you don't feel the same? I don't understand why someone like you can put me through so much pain. I don't understand how I can feel so sad... I guess I feel like every guy will walk out on me.. just like my dad. I trusted you... but you messed it up in the end. You cant even be mature enough to be my friend. I don't understand if you cared so much how fast your feelings could change... you left everything we had... let it all be rearranged. I believe if you cared for me you would have stayed by my side... you would have forgiven me and put your seatbelt on to continue the ride. If you cared that much you would have worked it out. I only hit you because I was having my doubt. I told you I was wrong and wanted to work it through.. but I guess that something in your body told you that you just couldn't do. When you told me you didn't wanna work it out honestly I was crushed. I told myself I would never fall into lust. I thought you were different from all the other pricks.. But what was I thinking? Your true love is your d*--! You could care less about me. It was you, you wanted to please. Well screw you boy I'm glad I didn't get down on my knees. I'm glad I hit you because if I didn't before. I would be right over there knocking on your door. You got what you deserved I'm too good for you. Why don't you go home and grow up some more. Thats something you truly need to do. So go head and mess around with those ugly girls with the HIV. But baby once you got that you ain't coming back to me. You had your chance you lost it now. Why dint you go screw a cow. Your not getting anything here thats for damn shore. I wouldn't even give it to you before. You wont be asking for some more.. so why don't you go mess around your nasty freshman wh**re. Now that I know who you are deep down. I don't even want you around. I missed you before and I don't know why. You aren't even worth the try!
