The pain and tears
overwhelming
but i still crave them
i see them
i want them
those scars you have
all over your arms
i try it
just once
but its like a drug pulling me back
i cut
it bleeds
i drink
it scars
i hide it
then do it again
a never ending cycle
i meant to do it only once
but somehow, something went wrong
i cant live without it
not having it is killing me
i gave it to you
so you could keep it from me
but now i want it back
the blade that gives me both life a death
my savor
