Beautifully Broken

And if I cry,
I'll only want to die.

It'll only be a while,
I long for your smile.

Wish you loved me too,
Wish I could be with you.

Love has never been so sad,
Life has never been so bad.

My heart never so broken,
For these words that were never spoken.

Wounds that will never heal,
Scars begin to peel.

As the scars begin to fade,
I think of the cards I should've played.

But baby we can't go back,
Or save the love we lack.

Life is just a mystery,
As we look back at the history.

I'm now realizing there wasn't any,
I need love to save me like it did so many.

When I think of the mistakes we made,
I think of the hope that strayed.

Thought it was forever,
That you would leave me never.

Let god shine his light on me,
And finally then I could be free.
As the light slowly overtakes my thoughts,
I'm happy, hopeful, I'm no longer distraught.

For you happiness I do beseech you,
And in these words my thoughts rain true.

Is there a spell to stop these tears?
Is there a night to chase away my fears?