Have you ever felt like this?

Have you ever felt like you don't know what to do, To kill what you have not had, T be someone that makes you happy, are you stuck inside a life of pain day after day no you don't but i know i know that I'm always getting hurt and no one is there to help me but you all think i have it easy well, no one ever took advantaged of you innocence and security my mom left me my dad doesn't care no one knows what it's like to hurt like me and be on the edge of destruction and hate as much as me well i hope one day that you feel all i feel now answer my Question have you ever felt like this? now im outa place in this pain called life.