With out you by my side

Without you by my side
I feel left on the side
I feel lost like a
Little child in a big park
As I think back to all
Those fun times we had
Going to the mall spending money
Watching movies and cuddling up
Watching you fall a sleep as I sung
You a song

With out you by my side
I grew in to a better girl
I learned how guys should really treat me
They shouldnt beat me like you did
I shouldnt have to take the heat from them
Or even meet them in some weird place
I shouldnt feel like I need to kiss their feet so
I can feel weak and they can feel strong
No, no I had it all wrong
You showed me hatred not love but hate

With out you by my side
I learned what love really is
I found love, true love
Now when I think back about our days together
I think of hatred and you always using me
But when I think about my new love
I think that he really loves me
That he wont hurt me or use me
He wont cheat or leave me
He doesnt want stuff from me like you did
All he wants is for me to love him like he loves me
And really thats all I want so I must thank you
Thank you for leaving
Thank you for showing me what not to want in a guy
Thank you for being a player but dont do it again
Dont go out with a girl just because
If you must go wit a girl be sure you actually like her
Other wise you dont have any one
You had me for a moment but if you play every girl
The way you played me you will just have moments
And not eternity

**im still trying to work on it theres a few things i might add or change but is a process**