I just found out i can change
i never knew this cutting, drinking, smoking teen
could go from suicidal/lifesucks to happy
it might have taken one very bad long day
but if it worked i cant complain
i was so scared when i first walked through that door
of the hospital
looking into the eyes of people
who had no fate
i wasnt one of them
i had a lot of crap going on
but i had some hope deep inside
it just needed to be found
and it was thanks to 2 people
who even though they betrayed me
they helped me so much
i love them both
they saved me
