Thoughts of suicide race through my head
As I lye awake in my bed
It's the only way to get away
I'm tired of dealing with this every single day
Just tell me why
Why you had to go and make me cry
I grab the knife shining in the light
As I tremble from fright
I take the knife to my vein
I watch as my blood washes away my pain
Why'd you have to go and break my heart
And leave me standing all alone in the dark
Nobody cares
And nobody is there
I was always the quiet little girl who did no wrong
Who everyone thought was so strong
You said you'd always care
And that you'd always be there
But when you told me that you didn't love me it tore me up inside
I can't believe you lied
I am starting to grow weak
It is only happiness that I seek
I am almost dead
As I lye here in my bed
And my blood drips to the floor
As I stare off at the door
Trying to forget the pain
Thinking I had nothing to gain
I took a knife
And took my own life
It's too late
I will never go on another date
All because I gave my heart to a boy
And he thought it was just another little play toy
