Diary

Dear Diary,
Today is the day
I've already decided
That today will be my last day
No more will I suffer
Just one last cut will end it all
If I go I doubt I'll even be missed
Maybe after I'm gone someone will actually care
I'm so sick of being fake
Lies after lie I tell
Smile after smile I fake
Whatever happened to the girl I used to be
The girl who used to be me
The one who made everyone laugh
And who was always so strong
Now I look in the mirror
And all I see is a girl who cries in her sleep
Who slices her arm
It's called self-harm
I leave this world with no note
Just a picture in my hand
Of me and you together
Of when you promised me you'd love me forever