Heartache rape

Down these streets I run from fears,
Vision blurred from crying all these tears,
My head burns, my eyes they begin to ache,
My life, Im sure it was one big mistake.

Id hoped to spend the rest of my long years,
Living happy dreams, it seems to appear.
Suddenly life diddnt seem so good.
Nobody could have understood.

It started on one fateful night,
When everything seemed to be alright.
My parents held a house party,
Up the stairs stumbled old McCarty.

He ended up in my room instead.
Get out, Please! I cried, I begged.
Not quite yet. He smiles and says.
How could I have possibly known,
this mans heart was made of stone.
No ... I gasp, He cruelly laughs.

down these streets I run from fears,
Vision blurred from crying all these tears,
The blood runs thick from wounds so deep
Exhausted I fall into a heap

He watched me scream.
His eyes, they gleamed.
He ripped the seams
Destroyed my dreams
He watched me struggle, pound and cry.
At that time I was sure Id die.
Once hed done, he hit my face,
but it was already bruised anyway.

down these streets I run from fears,
Vision blurred from crying all these tears,
Im shaking now, beyond control,
He can have my body, but never my soul.

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