I'm Not Fine, Doctor...

No, I'm not fine, thank you.
I'm way beyond help, I'm way beyond rescue.
I'm way beyond anything you do or try.
Every time I smile, I want to cry.

Is that normal, Doctor?
Oh it's not? What a shocker.
So tell me what you can do.
Tell me, "Hey, Emma, heres a prescription for you."

Well, let me tell ya Doc,
That just won't do.
I need a much stronger force,
I need someone to care, of course.

I desperately need someone to love me,
I desperately need someone to see,
I'm helpless by myself,
I can't be alone, I need someone else.

Too many sinful words I have spoken,
Too many times this heart has been broken,
Too many Angel's wings I've torn,
Too many times I have been forlorn.

And all this time, no one knew, Doc.
No one knows my heart's but a rock.
No one can know about this way I feel,
No one can know because no one can heal.

So that's why Doc, I'm way beyond treatment,
So just let me go and I'll give you your payment.
No one will ever understand the things I need,
It's OK, Doc, I don't mind, I'll forever bleed.