Please help me

Here I am with cuts so deep
Scared and not wanting to be alone
Here I am not able to sleep
Wondering which day I\'ll be gone

It\'s not right for a young girl to say
That shes scared, wanting to be dead
Wondering what day will be the day
Coz she can no longer cut, too many tears have bled

Poems are how I speak
Ive lost my confidence to talk
Now i just feel like a freak
With nowhere else to walk

I no longer feel like me
The sadness has taken my smile
My dreams of how life could be
Seem to have run further than a mile

There are only a few things I now care about
Thats not him, he doesnt care
Its my friends for they dont shout
They\'re the ones who are always there

Now I wana say
please help me
I\'m so scared in everyway
Please don\'t... give up on me