Years go by

Last summer it at went wrong
Reality suddenly struck and i felt i didn't belong
I felt that i was safe
That was one of my many mistakes
I thought i knew myself
And wrote away the fears of needing help
In the past
I thought our friendship would forever last
I thought we would never grow apart
But look where we are its all in the past
He hurt me so much i never knew
How much he broke me when he was threw
I still cry most days now
And i finally realize that I'm not okay
I felt that i belonged with them
But they broke the friendship again and again
I worked out the plan
And now i finally understand
But then i found someone new
Someone completely different from the rest of you
I felt something strong
And i felt i belonged
But now i see
That i make three
You both go way back
And i see that our friendship now is beginning to slack
I thought i would finally fit after all these years
But now i realize that i have so many hidden tears
I feel i don't belong
Our friendship is not as strong
I feel i came between you two
And now i feel i have to move
But then there is the other group
Who arn't really mates and made me jump through hoops
They don't really like me
And i am beginning to finally see
They don't feel there own mistakes
They just carry on but they are a waste
A stupid group for me to feel i belonged
My biggest mistake, now i feel wronged
But there is only one who saw me real
But they don't know how i feel
most of them stabbed me in the back
And now i play revenge
I thought i belonged
How could i be so fukin wrong