Confusion

How could everything change so quickly??
I have loved you for a year
yet now,
knowing how much i love you
i let him come into my life
making me confused
and slowly... my view of you gets misted
he becomes a curtain over my eyes
you were always on my mind
yet now I battle to think of you
as he slowly becomes my only thought
he is perfect
a greek god
and slowly i start to see your faults
things i never saw before
i want him to leave
leave my thoughts
as he is 4000 kilometers away
and i can't have him
i want to want you again
like i used to
i'm so confused