Whatever did i do?

What did i do to deserve this pain?
Do you feel it necessary,
to hurt me the way you do?

youve tried with me in the past,
but when i give you the chance
and take an interest in you
all for what?
to be hurt and have my heart torn apart, doesnt really seem right to me

how can you be like this?
once someone gets close,
you get scared and push them away and hurt them before they
can hurt you.

I dont see why you wouldnt just give us a chance,
i would never, could never hurt you
and you know that

i fall in love, only to get shot down
again, maybe i should just give up
too, never let anyone get close enough to hurt like this again.

i still cant leave you,
i have to make this right
i still love you to death
no matter what.