Someone once told me
There was this place you could go
It doesn't really have a name
It's too vague
It's hidden within you
Camouflaged behind dull grayness
It's contagious only when you find it
There is nothing that that pulls you behind
But nothing that moves you forward
It's where you go when you want to hide from yourself
And the world
It makes all the pain go away
Yet people cause themselves pain to get out of it
It's where you drown
Because you cant feel yourself breathing
It's where you scream
But you don't make a sound
I named it numb