You said things that hurt me
so i never saw you again
i try really hard not to miss you
but in the end i wish that i never did
you said that i misunderstood you
but then you said something else
you asked if i was a "teenagers" now, if i had boys and beer there too, you said that it wasn't your fault, but i know that it was
you say that i am beautiful, but you say that i look like a boy, even though you know that i am your daughter
you say that i have big feet, even though all i said was that i am taller than her
you say that i should wear a bra and do all this other things, that you have no right to say
why can't you love me? for who i am and not who i could be? why can't you say nice things? take responsibility for what you say?
you should because your older, you should because you are suppose to set any example.
why can't you be nice to me, even if i am growing into a young lady or young woman? why cant you just say that i look pretty? why cant you just like me for what i do? why?
i miss you so much and yet i don't. it made me so mad that you couldn't like me for who i was. you hurt me.
but no matter what, i have always loved you, i just don't like you sometimes, i wish that you could like me.
