I stare at this paper, wanting to say everything that i miss
but the only thoughts that come to mind are such selfish little thoughts
"will i ever be loved again", "will i ever feel loved again", they all seem so selfish, i wish that i could move on
but, i am stuck in this spot of life and it seems like i will always be
i know that there is more to life than just you, but why cant i see it? i know that i should be able to see past the fact that there is more to life than just boys, boys, and more boys.
i know that there is, i am just stuck in this spot.
i am not sure why, but i have heard this and that
i am not sure which reason it is, but man i wish that i wasn't
i didn't know that someone could do this to me
i just hope that the next time, i wont plan on liking you because i don't want a broken heart again, because i miss feeling loved
because of this i now feel so unloved, but of course you don't know this because i have to act alright around you, just so that you don't know how bad it hurts or how much i really miss it all
