Dead Inside (actually a song i wrote)

You do your damned worst and expect my best
You broke me down and tried to tear me apart
I hit the floor, knocked the wind from my chest
But the greatest damage was to my shattered heart

I know what it means to be hated
I know what it means to be alone
I know what it means to be dead inside
Looking at my own headstone
Better watch out, I'm in a rage
BUT I ONLY GOT WHAT I DESERVE
Just silent words donned on a page
As my life takes a fatal swerve

Through the tears I choked out the words
Stop! momma! please don't do it again!
I cried so hard but no one heard
As I attempt to forget your little sin

I know how it feels to be hated
I know how it feels to be pushed around
I know how it feels to be shut out
Laying helpless on the cold ground
Better watch out, I'm in a rage
BUT I ONLY GOT WHAT I DESERVE
Just silent words donned on a page
As my life takes a fatal swerve

The harder I try to forget
The more it haunts my mind
Cant write off every hit
Cant leave it all behind

You best not get me started
Cos I wont let you win
I cant disregard it
You'll pay for this sin

I know what its like to be hated
I know what its like all alone
I know what its like to fall dying
Somehow staring at my own headstone

Better watch out, I'm in a rage
BUT I ONLY GOT WHAT I DESERVE
Just silent words donned on a page
As my life takes a fatal swerve

I'll never let you hurt me again
I'm no longer gonna give in
Im through with you and your little sins
Its not gonna happen ever again

I wont let you!

Don't come near me or I'll rip you to bits!
I wont put up with another one of your fits!
You're all just a bunch of damned hypocrites!
And I'm not one who simply backs down and quits!

Better watch out, I'm in a rage
BUT I ONLY GOT WHAT I DESERVE
Just silent words donned on a page
As my life takes a fatal swerve

comments would be helpful...
thank you for reading...
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