Sometimes I just want to die
All I ever do is cry
I cry myself to sleep
And sometimes I even wake up crying
From dreams I have had
That has upset me so much
I had a dream the other night
That I couldnt have you
I woke up crying just because of that
Sometimes I even just want to give up the fight
Just from knowing that
I cannot be the one in your arms
Not even for a single moment
Ive tried all I can to make myself feel better
By telling myself it will happen some day
But then we end up not talking
Or end up being mad for some reason
With the other
To just have one night with you
Would be special to me
But to have many more
Would be so much better
Than a one night stand
When you touch me
I get butterflies in my stomach
But all in all, I guess Ill have to stay
Friends with you until you see that
Were meant to be
